Many of you that read this blog will know, that I have been dreaming of going to the Maasai Mara for a very long time. My aspirations and dreams were made quite well known, in this blog, round about last year (sorry that it has been so long between posts!), with an entry entitled: "The Greatest Show on Earth". I even began a countdown-timer on the blog with over 350 days to go, and every now and again reminded friends and family when I was off on my trip of a lifetime. So to be frank, I don't think I could have been any more enthusiastic if I tried?
With all of that anticipation and lengthy build-up of course, there was the very real danger that the Mara had been over-hyped in my mind. Had the dream been over exaggerated; would the reality be a cruel awakening? Added to this excitement was the realisation that as a photographer I was very 'out of shape'. Photography, like many other activities; gets better with practice - and practice was something that I had not done in quite some time. My enthusiasm for photography had waned for one reason or another and my camera had been gathering dust. In essence there was a wealth of self-doubt and on more than one occasion I even considered leaving my camera behind and just going to enjoy the experience and the wildlife for what it was, without all that other pressure.
Furthermore, I joked amongst photography colleagues; that the pressure was enormous, considering the fact that I would be in the company of award winning photographers, such as: Greg du Toit, Shem Compion and Mitchell Krog. Now I don't consider myself in the same league as these guys, but I do pride myself in the work that I am able to produce, and so from within there came this healthy struggle - would I be able to deliver. It was very intimidating though; as friends and family also talked about the high expectations they had of me.
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